Desiring to hear the Lord's voice

I have been struggling with doing hair or working at our local Board of Education. Currently I have been doing both, they have comsumed my life. I've been ready to let one go, I've been so wishy washy about the whole thing. I desire to be at home. To be the wife and mother that I need to be. I love the people at BOE and I have a passsion to do hair. The BOE is security, but doing hair isn't, but I love it, I get excited talking about it. I'm not letting this consume me now, but I am really considering my passion. Lord, help me to hear your voice and know you are speaking to me today.